This is me right now.
Well not ACTUALLY me, but me on the inside. I feel pretty and care free.
I just got off the phone with a good friend, who I imagine is what a good therapist feels like… except we hashed out her man situation as well. Anyways, I feel good. Really good. Ended an eventful and fun weekend yesterday with the wifey. We took Oscar on a four mile walk. Which I guess is good for me too. Kaila (my one truly single friend) is trying to be bikini ready in 90 days for her trip to LV and it’s inspiring. That and living at home, where my Mom has last around 60 pounds in the last year. Being healthy is what surrounds me right now and that’s not such a bad thing.
So like I mentioned below in my audio post, I don’t feel bad. I’ve only had one other boyfriend and that breakup was absolutely devestating. I felt like something that was mine was taken away, I missed him and obsessed. Hoped and prayed he’d come back. All those things that make me a girl… That’s NOT how I feel now. Instead, I feel relieved and that feels good. I’m baking, blogging, hanging out with my great friends and just really enjoying myself.
Don’t get me wrong, I do a few surprising moments of sadness for what’s gone, but overall I’m happy. I hope this keeps getting better :)