I know that this is in no way an original thought, but there comes a point (often more than once) where us single girls want to cut the crap. End the game playing. Stop the analyzing. Be it in your head or for endless hours with your girl friends. You want to just be with that person as you really are.
I myself have recently reached that point. Maybe its the guy or maybe its the many weddings on the horizon or my age? Who knows, but I often find myself wondering what would happen if I just blurted out what I was REALLY thinking. * gasp *
I want to be with you. I want to spend time with you. I don’t want to wait three days. I want to hang out three days in a row! I don’t want to plan or impress. I just want to be. I want to text you as soon as you pop in to my head. I don’t want to worry that its too often or too soon. I want to see your sleepy face first thing in the morning and right after work still in your suit. I want to just be.
At the same time, I know that this is earned. It doesn’t usually just happen. You have to go through the awkward moments and be patient. When you get to the other side you can laugh about your beginnings and appreciate the comfortableness you have now.
I’m trying hard not to rush.