Until two weeks ago I was on relationship vacation.

No, I wasn’t single…  I was just free from that old familiar feeling of questioning and doubt.  I was (am?) in a loving and mushy relationship.  There was fighting, but I was really happy.  We’ve even been to make plans to move in together?!  

Now, do to an unfortunate string of events that all began with that DAMN Homecoming party… I’m here:

Is he still in to me?

Why isn’t like it was in the beginning?

Where is he?

What’s wrong?

Did I do something?

A girl does NOT need to be driven nutso like this!  Especially a girl like me… I know I’m capable of having a healthy(ish), “normal” relationship.  I’ve had ‘em.  I don’t cheat, I bake and nurture…

Can I blame it all on him?  I’d like to think so, but the results aren’t in.  Right now I’m feeling emotional and vulnerable.

Not crazy.