When the Honeymoon is over... then what?

I know that warm, gushy feeling that we all get in the beginning of relationships can’t last forever.  I mean that’s what everyone says… Or can it?  I have been standing on the dock for the last 5 weeks waving goodbye to the “Honeymoon Ship” and I’m left feeling really sad, insecure and kind of empty.

I don’t know if this is just long distance at it’s finest or worse?  I believe that we have the basis to watch could potentially be a life-long relationship, but I don’t know if he has the attention span for it.  

I’m scared.  I don’t know if this is the distance talking or me being realistic.

*Sorry to be such a downer tonight.  I hate me too.*

**UPDATE: Then apparently… you brake up. :(**