emails to ex-boyfriends.

pocketfulofhope:

i keep coming across things that i know john would love. a lot of it music-related. or maybe an event or picture i know he’d find funny.

i’m trying so hard to not send him any of it. i can’t give him the wrong idea.

i don’t know if i miss him…or if i just miss having someone.

I feel you! I hate when I so badly want to call and say YOU’RE NEVER GOING TO GUESS WHOSE GETTING MARRIED?! or call another and remind them that Dexter starts on … but I don’t. Either it hurts too much or I don’t want them to ignore my call/text or I don’t want to start drama. All which far outweighs the desire to reach out.

Kyle